Current mood:	loved
Current music:	Toadies- Possum Kingdom

I got your L word Right Here.
Ok...aaaand update.

I just got back from Utah on Saturday, went to see my lady. I had such an amazing time, and sooo much fun while I was there.

Much of my time spent there was just a whole lot of sex. Actually, we'd been in our hotel room for all of about 10 minutes and she's really working me...deep...yeah baby *grins* and what happens? I get my rag. OF course. A week early no less. Buuut, my stud was on hers in Vegas soooo I got to work her over quite well in Utah. Just thinking about it now makes me feel all dizzy. I've never actually made love to a girl, never even loved a girl really. I thought I loved this girl Amber, but I think that was just puppy love. With Kelly...I look at her, and just know I'm going to fall flat on my face for her. She makes me weak...and makes me strong at the same time. She makes me a submissive little bottom, and the hottest top I'll ever be, and I'm comfortable either way. I fucking love her body...her skin alone makes me melt, it's a dark olive...I call her my indian princess sometimes because she has indian eyes, dark hair...dark skin...so beautiful, I look at her sometimes and she takes my breath away. She's so fucking sexy, we are sexy together. We're like one of those couples that gets everyone hot or makes them wanna barf from how adorable we are together or how all over each other we are depending on where we are and what mood we're in.

Ah, and not to mention she makes me wanna get my ass in gear. Not just with maintaining being in good shape or like looking good. I want to make her proud, show her I'm intelligent and talented and that I'll be a damn good catch. She worked her ass off to snag me, and waited for so long. *sighs* I'm like the luckiest girl ever...I should stop gushing now, huh? Whatever...chicks love romance...and anyone who reads my journal is a big ol dyke...as far as I know ;)

Soooo what did we do while I was out there? Well, we walked evvverywhere. Got to see a bit of downtown Salt Lake City, and God it really is beautiful there. We went to a cute little brew pub place where I had a nutty tasting beer called "chasing tail." very yummy. After that we went to see "Million Dollar Baby." Really, SOOOO good. I loved it. Made me cry. I already want to see it again. Then we went to some club that was jam packed so we got some drinks and cuddled on a big comfy couch in a dark corner where I convinced her that we should just make out...she happily obliged :) The next day she took me to breakfast and then the zoo because I looove animals. I gots to see these adorable little animals that looked like a cross between a dog, kangaroo, and rabbit to me called, mara. That same night we went out to a club with some of Kelly's friends. I got very very nicely drunkafied that night, danced my ass off with Kelly and just had an all around awesome fucking time. Kelly and I were the lesbian hottness and all the girlies wanted to make out with us...and yeah...some of them were permitted to do so ;) Then sex on the floor of some random boy's bathroom that Kelly's friend Amy was pseudo-dating. Apparently Kelly and I fancy bathrooms. We are sure to make it the standing up kind of sex in "public" bathrooms. lol The last night I was there we had a very nice dinner complete with a few glasses of wine to make me feel all giddy and cheery. Then more intense love making followed by her passing out. I packed that night and let her sleep so she wouldn't have to see me pack in the morning...

Now I'm home and missing her. Missing every single part of her. From the strands of dark brown and blonde that hang in her face, to her always giving and succulent lips that curl into the most gorgeous smile I'll ever have the privilege of putting on any girl's face, her laugh when I say something she thinks is beyond adorable, her arms holding her small but strong frame above mine, the way she gets heated when she's really passionate about what she's saying, her hott rocker boi style, to how she is so patient, tender, and loving with me.

Enough Mush?

Yeah...well...I can't help it. It's the first time I've ever felt this way.