Current mood:	determined
Current music:	Baby It's Cold Outside-Leon Redbone and Zooey Deschanel

7 days until Valentine's day...and I'm praying I will have enough cash to do all I want to do. I have 3 people I want to get Valentine's stuff for...I can't help it, I love my friends, and I can't just get stuff for my hunny.

I have been racking my brain on what I should get her though, and I have some awesome ideas...thing is, what with the time it'll take to actually ship the stuff to her...I don't know if it'll get there on time. I suck. I need to fucking get a job. I've never applied to such a high volume of places and with such randomness in my life. *sighs*

I am hella excited to model in my sister's up-coming fashion show. With shoes I'm going to be like 5'10" or 5'11" so screw not being tall enough. Plus, Nancy says that I'm so thin and have a good shape that I just look really tall as it is. I was kind of worried about it, but whatever...I've got a hot little body, and I know how to walk ;)

I have been a music downloading junkie, with that and my delving into E.E. Cummings lately, I am so love-sick. It's insane how many songs are about love...and as for poetry...well, that's a given. I've been slowing down a little on my writing, and have been drinking more. I'm not a drunk or anything, but I don't know it just makes things easier. Makes the stress fall away a bit...


Bleh...I'm sick. I'm sniffly, and coughing. Would someone please tell Virginia to stop switching up the weather?